And I made my heart promise to never fall in love again. It wasn’t because I was being selfish, or maybe I was, but I knew that if my heart broke one more time it would break my soul. One would think that after everything I’ve been through that I’d be used to the pain, but the pain never truly goes away, it just becomes bearable. It becomes so bearable that you can literally feel every second passing you by until you feel empty inside. You feel empty, but that pain still lingers inside and even though it’s buried in the corners of your heart, it doesn’t change the fact that it’s still there.