Dig through my chest and rip out my heart so that I don’t feel a thing when I hear your name.

Then bash my head with steel and extract the part of my brain that collected memories about you.

And scratch off my skin with a pocket knife, because I no longer want to feel  your hands caressing my body.

Poke out my eyes and please make it quick so that I can’t catch a glimpse of the man that I’m in love with.

Go and find someone to detach my ears, I no longer want to hear you in every song.

Burn off my lips and permanently numb my tastebuds until the taste of you leaves my mouth.

And when I’m deformed and in my ugliest state, only then would I understand why you could never love me.