Head over Heels

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He has no idea,
How wonderful I think he is,
He criticizes his flaws,
But I love them,
He has a pleasant exterior,
And a breathtaking soul,
He has no idea,
How much he inspires me,
He speaks with hope and love,
And his presence oozes with kindness,
He has no idea,
How much I’ve fallen for him,
He didn’t have to do anything,
But be himself,
He was all it took,
For me to fall,
Head over heels in love.

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Naked

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I have my guard up,
I am fully clothed,
I am wearing a pretentious smile,
Accompanied by a tight pair of heels to ensure that I don’t fall in love,
And a scarf of self doubt that draws south,
I am drenched in my favourite perfume,
Hoping it will cover the scent of my insecurities,
I roll up the sleeves of my pink shirt,
So that nobody notices the heart that hangs from it,
He asks to get naked,
He wants to see my true form,
And just before I decline,
He starts removing my armour,
And in what I believe is my ugliest state,
He whispers in my ear,
“You’re beautiful”

Unspoken Words

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I am always searching for you,
In crowded places,
Or rather in places you might be,
It is not intentional but,
My eyes seek out every light skinned man,
With the same height as you,
Jet black hair,
And twinkling honey eyes,
But it is my heart,
That reminds me,
You are not there,
But I’m hopeful that someday,
You will be,
And we’ll get to say,
Everything we’ve been dreaming of saying.

 

Magical Moments

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I see him,
Our eyes meet briefly,
My heart stops,
It’s as if time just froze,
And that glimpse,
That lasts only for a few seconds,
Feels like an eternity,
Of staring into your eyes.

Like fated lovers we were destined to be.

 

You’re My Forever

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For SD  ❤

You have the most beautiful soul,
More beautiful than anything,
Or anyone I’ve ever come across,
You know every part of me,
Even the secret parts that I try,
To hide from the world,
And from myself,
You peek into my soul,
And touch my heart,
You are under my skin,
And I hope that one day,
You’ll crawl out,
And finally say,
“I’m home”

“I’ll keep believing that you and I are meant to be. No matter how long it takes.”

Love SE  ❤

Move On Heart

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“I keep telling myself,
That,
I need to move on,
I need to forget him,
But,
There are moments,
Where my mind drifts,
And I can’t…..
I can’t stop,
Thinking about him,
And us,
And what we had,
And I know…..
My mind knows it’s over,
But my heart doesn’t”

Maybe you’re supposed to be on my mind until my imagination draws you back to me.

An Open Letter: What I Want To Say, But Won’t

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If distance taught me anything; it is that I never want to be without you ever again. These past few weeks have been draining; emotionally and physically. I miss you more than you can imagine. All I want is to be around you and to feel you holding me. I miss your voice. I miss your eyes and the way they used to look at me. Everything feels so different now and it kills me. I want to freeze every moment that we ever spent together and then replay it into infinity. The way I loved you was consuming and there is nothing I wouldn’t have done for you. How are you doing though? I can’t stop thinking about you. Do you know I prayed for you more than I did for myself, because whatever happened to you, I felt? I only ever wanted your happiness. You truly stole my heart. There is a part of me that broke, the day we parted ways. All I ever wanted was to be with you. I can’t believe that you forgot about me so soon. My heart breaks every time I think about it. It’s like I was never worth anything to you to begin with. I fell so deeply in love that even I can’t understand it. You used to be the first person I wanted to share everything with. Then I realized that we are simply two strangers now. You were my greatest loss, my hardest goodbye and the first person to teach me what love truly is.

Insecurities

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“I have to accept that we will never be,
What we had has passed,
You are buried in the corners of my heart,
I was never enough for you,
Or maybe I was too much,
But you’ll always mean something to me,
You treated me well,
Until you tasted the insecurities,
That haunted me, hurt me and burned inside of me”

Sometimes, we meet good people, with loving hearts and kind spirits and they ignite feelings that we have never felt before.
But our scars are just too heavy for them and we can’t blame them, because it is not theirs to carry, however, there is someone out there, who would be willing to.

Everything Changes

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“One word,
Change,
Everything is different now,
My life,
Your life,
Our life,
There is no us,
And it breaks me,
We both lead different lives,
But we loved,
And we learned,
That sometimes,
What we think is meant to be,
Truly isn’t”

It only hurts this much, because you became an important part of my life.
I only need to learn how to say goodbye and actually mean it.

Endless Moments

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“I can feel his hands on my thighs,
His lips drawing constellations in my neck,
His heartbeat against my chest,
How our mouths always found each other,
And his eyes as bright as fireflies every time,
I told him that I loved him,
I couldn’t control my body from being close to him,
When he was near,
Everything inside of me felt it,
Magical how I almost collapsed,
Every time he touched,
But I fear,
I fear that I won’t be willing,
To give this love to someone else ever again”

I wish I didn’t feel so much.
Sometimes, I wish I didn’t feel anything at all.